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You are viewing the most recent 10 entries December 31st, 2020November 13th, 2010:
Sometimes, knowing the truth may not be the best outcome. As it goes "ignorance is bliss" Guess it is true after all. Yesterday was disappointment x2 SHOULDN'T HAVE KNOWN SO MUCH. IT JUST MADE ME DOUBT. Doubt eberyone , everything, myself. I was screaming FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. Yes. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BUT IT JUST RUSH TO MY MIND. if you were me, you may understand how i feel. BYEBYE Current Music: Fuck You- Lily Allen June 29th, 2010: SHALALAALLA HEHE. Hello livejournal. i remember euuz ~ and ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} mrlameoz see i stl update.once in a red moonn June 2nd, 2010:
I created a wordpress. Gna post there for the time being. Although i wonder how long would i actually stick to wordpress before i change another space or move back to oreomilkshake. I know my link makes no sense ._. Current Music: Ave Maria May 27th, 2010May 26th, 2010: All we need in this world is some love For the past few weeks, I've been taking note of two people around me. Hmmm. I shall call them "boy" & "girl" so obviously, they are a girl and a boy That's besides the point. The point is that I've noticed that this boy really cares alot for the girl. It's clearly evident for the things he does for her secretly, the care and concern he showers her with. I can sense that it really came from the bottom of his heart. I doubt that the girl felt it but still I really feel that the girl just so lucky that she has a guy that cares so much for her. :) Good for her! ... ( Read Moreee! ) Current Mood:  groggyCurrent Music: If I Had You- Adam Lembart May 24th, 2010: Whatever It takes " For 2 and a half years of my life, I lived everyday thinking that I was in love with my ex-boyfriend and that I could never survive a day without him. They say "the first cut is the deepest", and I'm sorry if I have to resort to cliche and over-repeated quotes we have all heard before to emphasize on what I really mean, but these quotes wouldn't be so famous if they weren't so true. Your first love would be nothing like the rest of your relationships. It is the first time you fall in love that you fall the deepest, because you love like you've never been hurt before. And that, in my opinion, is one of the truest forms of love. I've never known heartbreak like how it knew to always find its way to me, and because I've never been hurt quite so badly, I also never knew how to protect myself. For the longest time, I was obsessed with the fact that I was in love with somebody whom I thought was perfect for me, never once stopping to realize that perhaps I'm in love with the idea of what I'd like him to be or who I THINK he is, and not realizing who he actually was is someone I've never known, and still don't. I was trying to hold onto someone who was already gone. I was young, far too young and naive back then to even begin to grasp the basic concept of relationships. I just knew that I had to love him, and that I had to be with him. When you're in a relationship like that, you don't stop to think that one day, all that was your entire world would come crashing down on your head, taking you along with it. You'd never imagine that he would say the hurtful things to shatter your world that he eventually did one day, you'd never imagine that you were merely placed as an option all along when he was obviously your priority. And so I got hurt. Everyone goes through heartbreak, and sometimes you're gonna wholeheartedly trust that seemingly special someone who steals your heart but conveniently steps all over it and leaves you to bleed out all by yourself... but the most important part is knowing how to pick up the pieces and walk away. There will always be assholes out there. But they are not the biggest problem of all. What I'm really, really cut about is the fact that I let him do it to me. Over and over again. There's a chance that he won't tear you up inside again, but don't use that as an excuse to throw away your dignity and self-worth and readily accept living a lie while in self-denial." Disclaimer : Jessica was the one who wrote this. Not me! Basically , school today is just a waste of time. Doing nothing in school. Shouldn't even have turned up for school. Current Mood:  SNEEZINGCurrent Music: Whatever It Takes- Leona Lewis May 22nd, 2010: We were both young when i first saw you Old song? Yea. But it's still as addictive just like the first time i heard it on the radio. Current Music: Love Story- Taylor Swift May 20th, 2010: SHREK?! DONKEY! Shrek is awesome & Donkey is still my all time favorite. I was thinking should I be a spoiler and tell you guys the ending? The ending is that THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER. wait a minute. Can this even be considered as a spoiler since Shrek 4 ended just like any other typical fairytale. " Happy Ever After." YAY. Everyone rejoice~! HAHA. Well, if only life was like this. Hmmmph. On a brighter note, next Monday and Wednesday, i can report to school at only 1pm! Since i don't have to attend the intensive Chinese programme in the morning. Weee. I see hope in life once more. :D  Current Mood:  dorkyCurrent Music: Solo-Iyaz May 18th, 2010: The tears that'll fall mean nothing at all ( Really random. You wouldn't be interested. Will you? ) Current Mood:  crankyCurrent Music: Cry Me Out- Pixie Lott |
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